...is so much fun....
I can't sleep...haha
2010年5月8日土曜日
An Old Friend
An old friend of mine asked me: So, do you have a boyfriend?
That's what normal people think, to have a boyfriend because so many months has passed.
Here's what I answered: No, I don't have a boyfriend. Having no one is better, I don't have to feel sad. hahaha
That's what normal people think, to have a boyfriend because so many months has passed.
Here's what I answered: No, I don't have a boyfriend. Having no one is better, I don't have to feel sad. hahaha
2010年4月30日金曜日
life after part 2
しかしみゆきは家族と友人が一番大切だからね!!
それ大前提でお話してるだけだからね!!!
みんなが健康で安全で暮らせることがなによりだからね!!!!
一人で寂しくなっちゃあダメだよ!!!!
ここでちゃんと想ってくれてる人がいるから!!
って言おうって思ってPart2書いた。
だってPart1だけみたら、なんか私ひどい人みたいじゃん、
みんなを忘れてるみたいな言い方。笑い
それだけです。おやすみ。
それ大前提でお話してるだけだからね!!!
みんなが健康で安全で暮らせることがなによりだからね!!!!
一人で寂しくなっちゃあダメだよ!!!!
ここでちゃんと想ってくれてる人がいるから!!
って言おうって思ってPart2書いた。
だってPart1だけみたら、なんか私ひどい人みたいじゃん、
みんなを忘れてるみたいな言い方。笑い
それだけです。おやすみ。
2010年4月29日木曜日
life after
私もうあの去年の悲しい話は終わりにしたらね、
そしたらね去年よりも考え方とか、やる気とかが、元気になった。
よくさ、im better off without you っていうじゃん。
本当にそう。 surprisingly im better off without himってかんじ。
だからいろんなことに頑張れるしね、バイトも続けられるしね。やる気がでる。
人間ってさキャリアとか大事じゃん？
キャリアに向かってがんばるとか達成感とか。
でもそれは一番じゃないよね。それは学んだ、私にとっては一番じゃない気がする。
かっこよく仕事できて、自立して、自分のものは自分で買えればそれでいいって思ってたけど、違うことがわかった。
私にとっての幸せは、一番の幸せは多分、めっちゃ大好きな人といることだと思う。大好きな人といても、困難はたくさんあるのはもちろん。一緒にいれば毎日薔薇色じゃないのもわかる。
バカみたいだけど、私は 外務専門職（海外渡航期間が長いから）受けないでって言われたら、受けないと思う。そんなかんじで一緒にいる未来を築きたいタイプ。
重いって言ったら重いけど、軽い好きなんて思わないくらい好きなんだから重くったっていいじゃんね（笑）
だけどさ、人間できることとできないことがあるように、
そういう幸せが手に入らない人もいるんだって悟った。
みんながみんなお金持ちじゃない、みんながみんな行きたい大学に入れるわけじゃない、みんながみんな夢を叶えるわけじゃない。
それとおんなじでみんながみんな、大好きな人と一緒にいられるはずがないんだよね。
でもそれを悟って受け入れたら、一番じゃなくても次に自分のしたいこと、たくさんしようって思えた。
今年の春休み前までは、一番が欲しすぎて欲しすぎて、自分のことを疎かにしてたけど、今はちゃんと見えてる。
一番は手に入らないっていう事実を受け入れたら、絶望じゃなくて、意外にも道が開けていました。
そしたらね去年よりも考え方とか、やる気とかが、元気になった。
よくさ、im better off without you っていうじゃん。
本当にそう。 surprisingly im better off without himってかんじ。
だからいろんなことに頑張れるしね、バイトも続けられるしね。やる気がでる。
人間ってさキャリアとか大事じゃん？
キャリアに向かってがんばるとか達成感とか。
でもそれは一番じゃないよね。それは学んだ、私にとっては一番じゃない気がする。
かっこよく仕事できて、自立して、自分のものは自分で買えればそれでいいって思ってたけど、違うことがわかった。
私にとっての幸せは、一番の幸せは多分、めっちゃ大好きな人といることだと思う。大好きな人といても、困難はたくさんあるのはもちろん。一緒にいれば毎日薔薇色じゃないのもわかる。
バカみたいだけど、私は 外務専門職（海外渡航期間が長いから）受けないでって言われたら、受けないと思う。そんなかんじで一緒にいる未来を築きたいタイプ。
重いって言ったら重いけど、軽い好きなんて思わないくらい好きなんだから重くったっていいじゃんね（笑）
だけどさ、人間できることとできないことがあるように、
そういう幸せが手に入らない人もいるんだって悟った。
みんながみんなお金持ちじゃない、みんながみんな行きたい大学に入れるわけじゃない、みんながみんな夢を叶えるわけじゃない。
それとおんなじでみんながみんな、大好きな人と一緒にいられるはずがないんだよね。
でもそれを悟って受け入れたら、一番じゃなくても次に自分のしたいこと、たくさんしようって思えた。
今年の春休み前までは、一番が欲しすぎて欲しすぎて、自分のことを疎かにしてたけど、今はちゃんと見えてる。
一番は手に入らないっていう事実を受け入れたら、絶望じゃなくて、意外にも道が開けていました。
2010年4月22日木曜日
家后 song translation
sung by: Hokkien Diva Jiang Hui “江蕙”, named 家后 or “Dearest Kin” by translation(copied from http://www.ahdoe.com/?p=405):
When we are old with no one else beside us,
We will sit on the couch and listen to your adventurous stories when you were young,
It doesn’t matter on what we eat and I won’t complain,
I will hold your hands tightly,
because I am your dearest kin.
【CHORUS】
I married you at my prime and followed you since then,
Seen through lots of things,
Who else can be more important than you?
I dedicate my whole life to you,
and realize that happiness is leading a cat and dog life.
When our time is up,
I’ll let you go ahead of me because…
I can’t bear to see you cry for me.
When we are old with sons and their wives,
Let’s recall how handsome you were while looking at our wedding photo if you are bored,
It doesn’t matter on what we wear and I won’t complain,
I will always put you in my heart,
because I am your dearest kin.
SONG:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwQx4A0SPgY&feature=related
When we are old with no one else beside us,
We will sit on the couch and listen to your adventurous stories when you were young,
It doesn’t matter on what we eat and I won’t complain,
I will hold your hands tightly,
because I am your dearest kin.
【CHORUS】
I married you at my prime and followed you since then,
Seen through lots of things,
Who else can be more important than you?
I dedicate my whole life to you,
and realize that happiness is leading a cat and dog life.
When our time is up,
I’ll let you go ahead of me because…
I can’t bear to see you cry for me.
When we are old with sons and their wives,
Let’s recall how handsome you were while looking at our wedding photo if you are bored,
It doesn’t matter on what we wear and I won’t complain,
I will always put you in my heart,
because I am your dearest kin.
SONG:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwQx4A0SPgY&feature=related
2010年4月21日水曜日
When you're with me
You'll hear me complain about the lack of cute guys in school.
You'll hear me shouting 『皆無皆無』in campus.
At the same time you'll hear me saying 『お、イケメンはっけーん』almost everyday.
And you'll hear me complain that the cute guy I just saw just passes by and would never be seen again because there are far too many people.
You'll hear me saying that this mammoth university(=multiversity)is the reason why I can't get to know cute guys and have fun.
And you'll hear me complaing about the lack of money in my wallet, because I simply don't know why money in my wallet tend to have wings. And of course my parents wouldn't even consider of giving me the Magic Card.
I would laugh talking nonsense, I'll laugh till my tummy hurts.
I would then again complain about why FAMICHIKI is so god damn delicious.
And I will make fun of the LOUNGERS in the campus and copy the way they speak, which tends to lead to laughing hysterically.
I then would complain about the FAMICHIKI again because it prevents me from conducting my diet, and I would complain at the same time that I hate rain when it is raining.
I also would complain that one FAMICHIKI is not enough and I would then go buy another one and then complain about the money lacking in my wallet.
I would scribble things related to world history, but I would gratefully fail FRENCH. The only phrase I know is "セ・コンビアーン、how much is this?" and I wouldn't understand if the French person told me the price because I couldn't understand numbers in French.
One subway sandwich is never enough, and I love food.
I hate it when it's cold, and I wear DOUBLE COAT when it's WINTER.
I love the atmosphere of the library, I love books, and of course I love cute guys studying in the library.
I love when a girl says " I WANNA HEAR YOU SAY D'ACCORD!" and I love when she eats FAMICHIKI with me. I love it when she write funny things in her notebook in class and I love the way she assumes that a handsome guy "Loves Himself."
And I don't even believe in god kind of thing, but I thank god for letting me know her.
I love it when she makes me laugh any time of the day, and most of all, I love her because she knows when to sit quietly by me when I'm very very upset.
When you're with me, you'll hear me talking about HIM and how he lack happiness because it is his biggest lost to ever let go of me, and on the other hand you'll hear me missing him time to time.
You'll hear me complain and complain and complain and complain.
I would talk about the future, and I have so many dreams that I wish it would come true. I want to be a diplomat, I want to work in the United Nations, I want to marry a Billionaire, I don't want to go studying abroad, I'm not going to study abroad.
I don't like to talk to people I don't trust, and I have difficulties trusting people. Although I would be friendly and smiley, but that doesn't mean I trust that person, and I actually don't 99.9999% of the time.
I don't want people to know about my personal stuff, and I don't like people barging in to my life or story.
I am good at pretending to be friendly and smiley when I'm actually not, and I don't like mixing around or hanging out. Sometimes it is okay, but that doesn't mean I trust the people around me.
It is strange that I had a break down and you were in front of me. And I was lucky that I didn't meet the wrong kind of person when I had that breakdown and spilled everything out to a person I barely knew.
I wonder why we click so much, and I wonder why I love hanging out with you so much.
I am such a troublesome person but you seem to know how to handle me well.
You know when to make me laugh and you know when to listen to my endless complaining. You know that I hate coldness and troublesome things, and you seem to know what kind of boys I actually like. I'm kind of irritating isn't it? I'm always complaining and never really do things right. I'm kind of surprise that you're still around. And I'm really happy when I think to myself that I have such a wonderful friend.
The funny thing is that I gradually love hanging out with you, because at first I thought I would HATE EVERYONE in campus.
I don't know what it would be in the future, but I just wanted you to know, that I would never think about my University days without thinking of you.
I am always the kind of person who hangs on to the past. But I know for sure, that when I graduate this place, I would always hang on to the great times we had together.
I have so many flaw and so many difficult characters to get along with, I thank you so much for getting along with me, and I am really really lucky to have known such a great person.
Thank you so much, and I hope you know who I'm talking about.
You'll hear me shouting 『皆無皆無』in campus.
At the same time you'll hear me saying 『お、イケメンはっけーん』almost everyday.
And you'll hear me complain that the cute guy I just saw just passes by and would never be seen again because there are far too many people.
You'll hear me saying that this mammoth university(=multiversity)is the reason why I can't get to know cute guys and have fun.
And you'll hear me complaing about the lack of money in my wallet, because I simply don't know why money in my wallet tend to have wings. And of course my parents wouldn't even consider of giving me the Magic Card.
I would laugh talking nonsense, I'll laugh till my tummy hurts.
I would then again complain about why FAMICHIKI is so god damn delicious.
And I will make fun of the LOUNGERS in the campus and copy the way they speak, which tends to lead to laughing hysterically.
I then would complain about the FAMICHIKI again because it prevents me from conducting my diet, and I would complain at the same time that I hate rain when it is raining.
I also would complain that one FAMICHIKI is not enough and I would then go buy another one and then complain about the money lacking in my wallet.
I would scribble things related to world history, but I would gratefully fail FRENCH. The only phrase I know is "セ・コンビアーン、how much is this?" and I wouldn't understand if the French person told me the price because I couldn't understand numbers in French.
One subway sandwich is never enough, and I love food.
I hate it when it's cold, and I wear DOUBLE COAT when it's WINTER.
I love the atmosphere of the library, I love books, and of course I love cute guys studying in the library.
I love when a girl says " I WANNA HEAR YOU SAY D'ACCORD!" and I love when she eats FAMICHIKI with me. I love it when she write funny things in her notebook in class and I love the way she assumes that a handsome guy "Loves Himself."
And I don't even believe in god kind of thing, but I thank god for letting me know her.
I love it when she makes me laugh any time of the day, and most of all, I love her because she knows when to sit quietly by me when I'm very very upset.
When you're with me, you'll hear me talking about HIM and how he lack happiness because it is his biggest lost to ever let go of me, and on the other hand you'll hear me missing him time to time.
You'll hear me complain and complain and complain and complain.
I would talk about the future, and I have so many dreams that I wish it would come true. I want to be a diplomat, I want to work in the United Nations, I want to marry a Billionaire, I don't want to go studying abroad, I'm not going to study abroad.
I don't like to talk to people I don't trust, and I have difficulties trusting people. Although I would be friendly and smiley, but that doesn't mean I trust that person, and I actually don't 99.9999% of the time.
I don't want people to know about my personal stuff, and I don't like people barging in to my life or story.
I am good at pretending to be friendly and smiley when I'm actually not, and I don't like mixing around or hanging out. Sometimes it is okay, but that doesn't mean I trust the people around me.
It is strange that I had a break down and you were in front of me. And I was lucky that I didn't meet the wrong kind of person when I had that breakdown and spilled everything out to a person I barely knew.
I wonder why we click so much, and I wonder why I love hanging out with you so much.
I am such a troublesome person but you seem to know how to handle me well.
You know when to make me laugh and you know when to listen to my endless complaining. You know that I hate coldness and troublesome things, and you seem to know what kind of boys I actually like. I'm kind of irritating isn't it? I'm always complaining and never really do things right. I'm kind of surprise that you're still around. And I'm really happy when I think to myself that I have such a wonderful friend.
The funny thing is that I gradually love hanging out with you, because at first I thought I would HATE EVERYONE in campus.
I don't know what it would be in the future, but I just wanted you to know, that I would never think about my University days without thinking of you.
I am always the kind of person who hangs on to the past. But I know for sure, that when I graduate this place, I would always hang on to the great times we had together.
I have so many flaw and so many difficult characters to get along with, I thank you so much for getting along with me, and I am really really lucky to have known such a great person.
Thank you so much, and I hope you know who I'm talking about.
2010年4月7日水曜日
I hope
you realise one day,
one day in the future,
just one day.
it might be this year,
it might be next year,
it might be when you are 28,
or it might be when you are 67,
i hope you realise what i wanted to say which you couldn't understand when you were 18 going on 19.
did you know that traveling is actually fun?
when you're in the airport, or in the plane?
in the hotel of another country?
the flowers they hang on your neck, the mango juice they serve you?
did you know any of this?
did you know how to swim?
will you ever?
do you know that grapes is worth the peeling when you get the sweet ones?
and did you know that friends are actually quite important?
and did you know that you're diligent?
and did you know that the day-one you talked to me i hated it?
and did you know you were actually a friend to me?
and did you ever consider what it would be if you're actually with me?
i'm not talking about the touchy-thingy that you (a guy) wants to do.
and i'm not talking about the i'm the prettiest girl in town so you're gonna love it kind of thing either.
it's just the closeness you get when you're with me and i'm with you,
and i bet no one's ever gonna love you as much as i did and care as much as i did.
one day in the future,
just one day.
it might be this year,
it might be next year,
it might be when you are 28,
or it might be when you are 67,
i hope you realise what i wanted to say which you couldn't understand when you were 18 going on 19.
did you know that traveling is actually fun?
when you're in the airport, or in the plane?
in the hotel of another country?
the flowers they hang on your neck, the mango juice they serve you?
did you know any of this?
did you know how to swim?
will you ever?
do you know that grapes is worth the peeling when you get the sweet ones?
and did you know that friends are actually quite important?
and did you know that you're diligent?
and did you know that the day-one you talked to me i hated it?
and did you know you were actually a friend to me?
and did you ever consider what it would be if you're actually with me?
i'm not talking about the touchy-thingy that you (a guy) wants to do.
and i'm not talking about the i'm the prettiest girl in town so you're gonna love it kind of thing either.
it's just the closeness you get when you're with me and i'm with you,
and i bet no one's ever gonna love you as much as i did and care as much as i did.
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